lirik lagu back to december

I'm so glad you made time to see me
how's life,tell me how's your family
I haven't see them in a while
you've been good,busier than ever
we small talk ,work and the weather
your gaurd is up and i know why
because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses,and I left them there to die

so this me swallowin' my pride,standin' in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time
turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you ,
wishin' that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december ,turn around and make it all right
I go back to december all the time

these days I haven't been sleepin'
stayin' up playin' back myself leavin',
when your birthday passed and I didn't call
and I think about summer,all the beautiful times
I watched you laughin' from passenger side
realized that I loved you in the fall
then the cold came,the dark days when fear crept into my mind
you gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

so this me swallowin' my pride
standing in front of you sayin' I'm sorry for that night
and I go back to december all the time
turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you
wishin' that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december turn around and change my own mind
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin,your sweet smile,so good to me,so alright
and how you held me in your arms that september night
the first time you ever saw me cry
maybe this is wishful thinkin',
probably mindless dreamin'
if we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
so if the chain is on your door,I understand

this me swallowin' my pride,
standin' in front of you sayin' I'm sorry for that night
and I go back to december
turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you
wishin' that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to december turn around and change my own mind
I go back to december all the time

All the time